a heavy heart

My heart is heavy for a couple of reasons. We had an amazing service today in church. Passover weekend. There was video with audio scripture of Jesus being tried and then death on a cross. Next week we celebrate HIS resurrection. This week however, I think about my heart and if I really am grateful for grace and the pain I put HIM through. I need grace in a big way. My prideful spirit gets me in trouble throughout my days and thoughts most of all.